find one.

I do want one of these.

piano is a quick way to my heart, but if he can sing too, I might just pursue him.
able to strap in a snowboard and hold his own on the slopes, don't mind if I do too.
Scores at least two goals for me on the soccer field, I can handle that.
tell me that he is a returned missionary, I will be a happy girl.

so I have this thing that I do.

theme. 

each month since january of 2010 I've chosen a song to amplify my feelings for that month. a monthly theme song if you will. I love all the songs on it, even the ones that were killed by the mind-numbing radio.  some of these songs remind me of special people in my life.  some on the list few people have heard them. they all are me. my taste. one song I would even listen to when leaving my school with my headphones in because the beat and musicality of it made it fun to make that long walk off campus, I may or may not have imagined things blowing up in the background as I walked away. May of 2011 song reminds me of italy, where I first heard it, before it was big in america. they are all compiled onto a playlist on my iPod. 

some songs I pick early in the month, others were chosen on the last day, it just depends on how things go.


if you are curious to why I chose certain songs for specific months, I will tell you. I remember why each was chosen. So just ask. I dare ya.

each month I shall post the new song on the playlist. here is april.

femoral nerve blockers are a must.

 It was important to me that the surgeon knew which leg to operate on.

I dig the TED hose. I love hospital gowns, plus they make me look hot... 

I was given a femoral nerve blocker, which in essence made my leg numb. It's still numb, which is awesome so I don't have to take the narcotics...yet.

 When all is said and done, I still claim my legs are sexy, even with the new cuts and screws.