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cool story bro. 'nuff said.  

the mind fried, the heart broken, the cross-roads confused.

Heavenly Father has an interesting plan for all of his children.  I cannot imagine the path that is meant for me, which is fine. no one knows what is to come of the future, we may plan all that we like, but it all comes down to the man who loves us enough to give us trials.

"and once the storm is over you won't remember how you made it through, how you managed to survive. You won't even be sure, in fact, whether the storm is really over. But one thing is certain. When you come out of the storm you won't be the same person who walked in. That's what this storm is about." haruki murakami

all I know is that He loves me and I love Him.

perfect couple. instagrammed.

it's fine, I just fell into the norm of popularity. it was either get engaged or get instagram, those seem to be the only two things going on nowadays on the fb, so I chose the lesser of the two commitments.  

I have always had commitment problems, it all started with the piano, it lasted six months, then we broke up. I miss that relationship, it was a good learning experience, I still go back to it every once in a while, but nothing too serious. I love pulling up the bench and following a youtube piano tutorial, or plunking out a hymn, or a violin song that I know by memory. but that's where my true heart lies, with the violin. I need to stop leading the piano on.  

getting on the fb today I now have seven more friends engaged. it may seem like a lot. it is. first off I want to say, congratulations and every other cliché sentiment. back to my new relationship, its fun and refreshing and I get to flaunt it to the world on fb, but I don't feel as cheesy as those who are flaunting the engagements with all the new events like "guess who's tying the knot" or "another wedding address event" or "annoying+whipped=forever!!!"

let me give you a little run down of my new beau's past. instagram is a free photo-sharing program and social network that was launched in October 2010. The service enables users to take a photo, apply a digital filter to it, and then share it with other instagram users they are connected to on the social network as well as on a variety of social networking services. insta(nickname) has over 100 million register users, according to wikipedia. as you can tell insta is the popular/pretty one. 

the picture of nothing that gets "heart liked"

you have the typical
duck face (we added hairy moustaches)
picture with a filter.

and the semi-cute picture with a rounded border to make
look ever more adorable. 

over all I kinda like insta. 

dark to light.

September has been a month of ups and downs.  I can't complain though. Heavenly father loves me and He has shown me more times this month then I ever expected.

There was a very strong darkness that came over me a week ago. I over came it with the help of my Savior, my Father in Heaven, and my constant companion the Holy Ghost.  Of course I will never be able to express how wonderful my family is.

I am doing so well now, my happiness escalates more and more every day.

September theme is Hello, by Evanescence. It's beautiful.

I want a tank.

"I want a tank."
"Well then, why don't you get one?"
"Because they cost several million dollars, not including floormats. I don't have that kind of money"
"Now wait a second, you're a consumer.  You have credit cards, right?"
"Yes, but how am I going to pay the credit card company?  They'll come after me."
"Don't be silly, you have a tank"

for july there can be no judgement, I don't care who you are, but the the theme is - Call Me Maybe....
I know, I know strange, or ridiculous, but I needed pure fun for july and that was it. I fought it as much as I could, but I listened to it over and over and over.

august I think I can redeem myself a little bit, but the theme is Chasing the Sun. The beginning lyrics explain my new relationship, plus the upbeatness of the song just keeps the summer vibes flowing.

these "business cards" came in the mail I don't remember ordering them.

welcome to the planet.

So it's mid-July, I kinda missed my mark for the June theme song. whoops. it was a hard decision, so many to choose from, yet none jumped out at me, until the end of the month. it's older, but a classic, I needed to hear it that day.

boy and his tiger.

Calvin: Isn’t it strange that evolution would give us a sense of humour? When you think about it, it’s weird that we have a physiological response to absurdity. We laugh at nonsense. We like it. We think it’s funny. Don’t you think it’s odd that we appreciate absurdity? Why would we develop that way? How does it benefit us?

Hobbes: I suppose if we couldn’t laugh at things that don’t make sense, we couldn’t react to a lot of life.

Calvin: (after a long pause) I can’t tell if that’s funny or really scary.